No Drunkenness

Mel,

If you want to be with me,
then there can be no drunkenness.

Ideally,
there should be no alcohol.

I'm not sure where you are exactly with this at the moment,
but, I believe you when you say that you've been sober
for the last 10 years.
So, I hope that you can continue to be so  :)

                                                 I admire and love you, for making the effort to turn that around.

                                                 *Very Big Hugs*,
                                                 Sondra



text (c) Katherine Stuart 2017

No Gambling

Mel,

If you want to be with me,
there can be no gambling.

Games are fine.

But, games should just be for learning.

Games should be an environment
where you can fail and be safe,
with no consequences,
and learn from the mistakes.

Betting imposes a consequence,
                                                                which introduces punishment,
                                                                for mistakes.

                                                                There should be no punishment.

                                                                Because, it's ok to make mistakes.

text (c) Katherine Stuart 2017

Your Emotions

Mel,

Your Emotions are My Business.

It's not a problem for me,
that you are "bi-polar"  :)

Loving you,
*hugs* and *kisses*,
Sondra


("Mel" refers to Mel Gibson, the actor/director etc)

text (c) Katherine Stuart 2017

No Pornography

Mel,

If you want to be with me,
then you are to have no pornography,
in our homes, at our workplaces, or anywhere else.
It's not real sex, and it's trash.

I'd like you to understand as well,
that I am going to REPLACE Bruce, not be his friend.

Love you  :)
Sondra


(c) Katherine Stuart 2017

No Drugs

Mel,

If you want to be with me,
then you can't take drugs anymore.

It's not like people don't know  :p

Because you were wearing your dark sunglasses
when you were on the AACTA red carpet !!
Dead giveaway !!

This means that you will have to give up using -
Heroin
                                                         Cocaine
                                                         Marijuana
                                                         and anything else of a narcotic nature

                                                         DRUGS KILL

                                                         If you want me to live, then this is what you have to do.
                                                         You know they hurt me physically,
                                                         when you take them,
                                                         because of our special connection.

                                                         The closer we are,
                                                         the more they hurt me..

                                                         So, the closer you get to me, Mel,
                                                         the less you have to be taking them.


text (c) Katherine Stuart 2017

No Guns

Mel,

I can't tolerate having
any guns or weapons of any kind,
in our home/s or on the property surrounding them.

Weapons attract other people with weapons.

And they produce a feeling of insecurity and fear.
I can't live in that environment.

This is one of my rules.

There is no negotiation on this.

                                                                You will just have to trust my faith  :)


text (c) Katherine Stuart 2017

Straight, not Gay

Mel,

I remember what Bruce said, in your voice.

He was behind me, or just beside me,
so that I couldn't see him,
but he said in your voice,

"I'm gay."

But, of course in those days          
at the "family meetings",
another word for that was used.

                                                                            That has confused me,
                                                                            because I thought you said it.
                                                                            But, now I know definitely it was him.
                                                                            Of course Bruce is gay, or bisexual.

                                                                            And I know you are straight,
                                                                            because of comments
                                                                            that you have made in the media,
                                                                            that graphically get to the point.

                                                                            I want to clarify
                                                                            that I am straight, and always have been.
                                                                            Sorry to disappoint those people
                                                                            who were hoping otherwise in the past.

text (c) Katherine Stuart 2017

Xandra's Game (6)

"Is it the Maths ?"

Waiting to understand,
looking at the Stargate,
I reflect on what happened to us
on that day long ago.

Why did Julianne, and others,
draw my friends and I and our teacher
into that tragedy ?

Thinking back, I remember,
I had brought with me a sketch
of a mathematical problem
that I'd been working on,
                                                                and had kept it close
                                                                to fill in spare moments,
                                                                such as at the picnic.

                                                                Our teacher taught Maths.
                                                                Our group comprised girls
                                                                who were good at Maths,
                                                                though maybe there were others who were,
                                                                except for Julianne,

                                                                Did it have something to do with the Maths ?
                                                                Maybe, it had everything to do with the Maths !!

                                                                Am I right, or am I right !?

                                                                Because I and others of our group,
                                                                were questioning some mathematical theories
                                                                that the school was teaching ??
                                                                The numbers didn't add up.

                                                                Were they afraid we would find out something ?
                                                                And what could that be ?
                                                                What could be so terrible,
                                                                that they would want to get rid of us,
                                                                permanently ??


text (c) Katherine Stuart 2017  

The Key #2

Mel,

Yes, I think that's a good idea,
to give me a key to your Coogee house,
the address,
and your mobile phone number,
when you see me next at the beach  :)
Because, I want to move in,
and the sooner the better  :)

I love you, *hugs and kisses*, Sondra.



(c) Katherine Stuart 2017