This week, I had drinks with a friend,
at Coogee Pavilion.
This is a very popular hangout
at Coogee Beach (Sydney, Australia)
for tourists and others,
and has a very interesting interior,
which is reminiscent of
the English cruise holiday
of the early 1900's,
with games that can be played,
such as large scrabble,
chess on a wall,
ping-pong etc.
There are numerous bars,
coffee takeaway,
gelato,
and a seafood grill.
This window seat,
has a view to the beach.
Yoshimi and I,
hanging out.
(c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Saturday, November 26, 2016
Friday, November 18, 2016
The Tattoo
(V) Violence
The Tattoo
Mel,
(and anyone else who is interested)
So, if Bruce is taking his instruction from my father,
then who is my father taking instruction from ?
I would say that would have to be my mother.
(Though, I seriously doubt my biological connection to her, also)
(Though, I seriously doubt my biological connection to her, also)
As her favourite catch-cry, as I remember from my childhood, was,
"Ross !! Do something about that girl !!",
meaning me.
And I don't think things have changed just because they are divorced.
Is my father whipped ? Yes, of course, he is whipped !!
And is my mother capable of her own misdeeds ?
Of course, she is.
Over the last few years,
I have come to notice quite a few scars on my body,
particularly on my forearms.
As time goes on, they are becoming more obvious.
One in particular, is of interest,
featured above.
It's faint,
but I think it's a word,
surrounded by an oval.
It's in cursive,
and it would seem that the first letter is an M.
And the following letters,
though a little indistinct,
would fit with the word,
"Mary".
Has my mother engraved her name on my left forearm,
(upper side) ?
The whole thing is quite large,
being about 6" (15cm) long.
And how would it have been done ?
It looks like a burn.
I think it was done with a laser.
And I think I was burnt and cut,
so that the scar would be permanent.
And it was done before I was 7 years old.
It's only a matter of time,
before this scar, and all the others,
become more obvious,
maybe with the help of some innovative technology.
I'm looking forward to that day !!
............
"Mel" refers to Mel Gibson,
the actor/director/producer/screenwriter/television executive
"Bruce" refers to Bruce Davey,
Mel's business partner
"my father" refers to Ross Keith Pengilley
"my mother" refers to Mary Sarah (Maria Serafina) Caichiolo
(c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Thursday, November 17, 2016
The Girl on the Beach
(D) Drug Use
(S) Sex Scene
(V) Violence
The Girl on the Beach
So Mel,
(and anyone else who is interested)
I've tried to put all the pieces together of this puzzle,
of what really happened to the girl on the beach,
and this is my understanding -
When you were going to NIDA in Sydney in the 1970's,
you were sharing a house at Coogee with 3 other guys,
and you were also going out with Debra Lawrence,
who was in the same year as you at NIDA.
On your birthday,
you all had a party at your house to celebrate it.
The party was underway during the evening,
when you overheard Debra talking to her sister
(forgive me if I'm getting this wrong),
and you thought you heard Debra say to her sister,
that she was pregnant, and that it was to Bruce.
Well, of course, you went into a tailspin.
There was a massive argument between you and Debra,
you latched onto her sister out of revenge,
and you, Debra's sister and Bruce
headed to the beach with a pizza.
By this time, it was dark.
Finding a secluded part of Coogee Beach,
the three of you had a private party.
And yes, the three of you were using drugs,
which was probably the case
at the party at the house as well.
And you had revenge sex with Debra's sister.
But, while the two of you weren't watching,
Bruce deliberately put an overdose of drugs
on one of the pieces of pizza,
and later, when the two of you had finished,
he gave her that piece.
Because of this, she went into cardiac arrest,
and "died" in front of you.
She was taken to the hospital,
but pronounced dead.
So, another "girlfriend" had died supposedly
as a consequence of your actions.
This scenario is so similar to that in my blog entry,
"Life and Death",
that I have to suppose that Bruce
had taken his instruction from my father.
But, what you didn't realise, Mel,
is that it was Debra's sister that you heard
saying that she was pregnant to Bruce,
that Bruce manipulated you
into coming to the beach with him and her,
and that Bruce manipulated you into thinking,
that she died because you had sex with her.
And all because,
he didn't want to take responsibility for raising the baby............
............
"Mel" refers to Mel Gibson,
the actor/director/producer/screenwriter/television executive
"Bruce" refers to Bruce Davey,
Mel's business partner.
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
Life and Death
(M) Medical Procedures
(V) Violence
Life and Death
(For anyone who is interested)
Mel,
did you spend most of your life, believing that I was dead,
and that you caused it ?
Because that's not the truth............
It has been beyond my control,
that my father -
Is he really my father ?
Because I have serious doubts concerning the biological connection -
is a person who fancies himself as a surgeon,
though he has only attained a PhD in Zoology.
By maintaining his links with Universities,
he has been conducting illegal medical procedures
on various subjects,
including myself as a child.
On one such occasion,
when I was 6 years old,
things had come to a head,
and he had laid me out on the operating table,
against my will.
He ordered Mel,
who was 12 years old,
to stand by the oxygen machine,
which was positioned behind my head,
and work it when instructed.
But, Mel,
you didn't know............
He had previously nicked a tube on the apparatus,
on purpose,
creating an air leak.
Robyn was ordered
to assist my father in the "operation".
She was also 12 years old.
So, my father proceeded to conduct this operation on me,
and things were underway,
when the oxygen machine failed, not delivering the oxygen to me,
so that I suffocated,
and went into cardiac arrest,
passing into clinical death.
My father fake yelled at you, Mel,
blaming you for the failure.
Robyn quickly took your hand,
as instructed by my father beforehand,
and made you go with her
away, out of earshot,
to a designated spot,
and reinforced to you,
as instructed by my father beforehand,
that you had been the cause of my death.
That was the last time I saw you, Mel.
But, what you also didn't know,
was that my father frantically revived me after you had left,
and brought me back to life.
In this way,
my father manipulated you, Mel.
He made you doubt that you are a capable person,
and because of your supposed ineptitude, your girlfriend was dead.
As you can see,
I'm alive and well,
and my father is no longer able to put me in that position.
............
"Mel" refers to Mel Gibson,
the actor/director/producer/screenwriter/television executive.
"Robyn" refers to Robyn Moore, Mel's ex-wife.
"my father" refers to Ross Keith Pengilley.
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Monday, November 14, 2016
Super Moon - 14 Nov 2016
Last night, I was out with the crowds at Coogee Beach (Sydney, Australia),
watching the Super Moon rise over the sea.
I was expecting to see a noticeably larger moon,
but it was only slightly larger than normal,
although it was much brighter than normal.
And at times, there was a yellowish hue surrounding it.
I have to say that the full moon rising over the sea, is very romantic,
and one couple was taking full advantage, having a kiss on the promenade.
(c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Wednesday, November 9, 2016
London Calling........
So Mel,
(and anyone else who is interested),
When I was staying with my father (2008 - 2015)
at his house in Darwin, (Northern Territory, Australia),
I observed a great deal about him.
And some interesting things came to light.
I was brought up to believe,
that he was one of three children,
born to a shearer and his wife,
at Scone, New South Wales, Australia,
the family later living at St George, Queensland, Australia,
where he grew up.
But, when I was observing his behaviour,
I came to realise, that he had been through the London Blitz.
Because he is still living in that moment of time,
when his world collapsed.
He said to me, that he had come from a wealthy family.
But, if you were to ask him, he would probably deny it.
Having put the pieces together,
this is what I think happened.
He was nearly 3 years old,
and eagerly awaiting Christmas,
and his birthday party, which was a week after,
with his little sister, who was 6 months old.
But just before Christmas, one evening,
his mother was playing on the piano,
and there was a knock at the front door.
There was an urgent conversation,
and she had to go,
hurrying out to the waiting motorcar.
My father went to the window,
and watched it leave.
Not so long after, in the evening,
my father was in his bed,
with the Chinese nanny sitting nearby,
at a table next to the window.
This was in London in the Blitz,
so the windows were all covered with black curtains.
All of a sudden,
a bomb exploded outside the window,
blowing it in and killing the nanny.
My father may have been thrown from his bed,
and could have received a head injury at this point.
This was during a particularly heavy bombing raid,
such that the streetscape that had existed previously, was obliterated.
In the morning,
all that was left of my father's world,
was a ruined shell of a house, himself, his sister, and the dead nanny.
His mother never came back for him and his sister.
(She may have tried, but we don't know)
They stayed in the house like this for maybe 3 weeks,
until someone found them
and took them to a welfare point.
I think they stayed there for a couple of months,
and then they were shipped to Australia as war orphans,
believing that their family was dead.
So, was their mother dead ?
I did a little bit of research on the internet,
and I found some things that resonated with me.
That,
the house that my father and his sister lived in,
was part of the American Embassy in London.
That,
their parents may have had the surname, "Yull-Stuart".
My apologies to this family if this is not the case,
but I suppose only a DNA test would confirm that.
That,
my grandfather, may have been Captain William Yull-Stuart,
who was killed in a bombing raid, while helping the communist leader,
Tito, in Yugoslavia during WWII,
and who was involved in special operations.
My father followed in these footsteps.
Apparently, the man who may have been my great-grandfather,
was married to a Hungarian Baroness.
I would like to make clear,
that I have no political persuasions,
and am not interested in "The Spy Game".
As, I'm not in a position to do this at present,
I would welcome anyone's interest in investigating this further.
Some facts are -
My father's name - Ross Keith Pengilley
Born - 3 January 1938
My father's sister's name - Ailsa ( Mary? ) Pengilley
Born - 4 June 1940
Birth records could possibly be lodged at GOSH
(Great Ormond Street Hospital), in London.
My father was born with a hole in the heart,
being what is called a "Blue Baby",
and had to have a life saving injection into the heart,
which he still bears the large round scar of, today.
A nurse tending to him, called him "Dook",
which may be an accent on the word "Duck",
which became his nickname to this day.
My father, his sister and I, all have/had Autism and/or Dyslexia.
(My aunt has passed away from pancreatic cancer)
If any of the Yull-Stuart family happen to read this,
would these details fit with any family members that you know of ?
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
(and anyone else who is interested),
When I was staying with my father (2008 - 2015)
at his house in Darwin, (Northern Territory, Australia),
I observed a great deal about him.
And some interesting things came to light.
I was brought up to believe,
that he was one of three children,
born to a shearer and his wife,
at Scone, New South Wales, Australia,
the family later living at St George, Queensland, Australia,
where he grew up.
But, when I was observing his behaviour,
I came to realise, that he had been through the London Blitz.
Because he is still living in that moment of time,
when his world collapsed.
He said to me, that he had come from a wealthy family.
But, if you were to ask him, he would probably deny it.
Having put the pieces together,
this is what I think happened.
He was nearly 3 years old,
and eagerly awaiting Christmas,
and his birthday party, which was a week after,
with his little sister, who was 6 months old.
But just before Christmas, one evening,
his mother was playing on the piano,
and there was a knock at the front door.
There was an urgent conversation,
and she had to go,
hurrying out to the waiting motorcar.
My father went to the window,
and watched it leave.
Not so long after, in the evening,
my father was in his bed,
with the Chinese nanny sitting nearby,
at a table next to the window.
This was in London in the Blitz,
so the windows were all covered with black curtains.
All of a sudden,
a bomb exploded outside the window,
blowing it in and killing the nanny.
My father may have been thrown from his bed,
and could have received a head injury at this point.
This was during a particularly heavy bombing raid,
such that the streetscape that had existed previously, was obliterated.
In the morning,
all that was left of my father's world,
was a ruined shell of a house, himself, his sister, and the dead nanny.
His mother never came back for him and his sister.
(She may have tried, but we don't know)
They stayed in the house like this for maybe 3 weeks,
until someone found them
and took them to a welfare point.
I think they stayed there for a couple of months,
and then they were shipped to Australia as war orphans,
believing that their family was dead.
So, was their mother dead ?
I did a little bit of research on the internet,
and I found some things that resonated with me.
That,
the house that my father and his sister lived in,
was part of the American Embassy in London.
That,
their parents may have had the surname, "Yull-Stuart".
My apologies to this family if this is not the case,
but I suppose only a DNA test would confirm that.
That,
my grandfather, may have been Captain William Yull-Stuart,
who was killed in a bombing raid, while helping the communist leader,
Tito, in Yugoslavia during WWII,
and who was involved in special operations.
My father followed in these footsteps.
Apparently, the man who may have been my great-grandfather,
was married to a Hungarian Baroness.
I would like to make clear,
that I have no political persuasions,
and am not interested in "The Spy Game".
As, I'm not in a position to do this at present,
I would welcome anyone's interest in investigating this further.
Some facts are -
My father's name - Ross Keith Pengilley
Born - 3 January 1938
My father's sister's name - Ailsa ( Mary? ) Pengilley
Born - 4 June 1940
Birth records could possibly be lodged at GOSH
(Great Ormond Street Hospital), in London.
My father was born with a hole in the heart,
being what is called a "Blue Baby",
and had to have a life saving injection into the heart,
which he still bears the large round scar of, today.
A nurse tending to him, called him "Dook",
which may be an accent on the word "Duck",
which became his nickname to this day.
My father, his sister and I, all have/had Autism and/or Dyslexia.
(My aunt has passed away from pancreatic cancer)
If any of the Yull-Stuart family happen to read this,
would these details fit with any family members that you know of ?
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Monday, November 7, 2016
Relationship Terms #2
So Mel,
I would like us to sign our marriage certificate
at the local Magistrates Court.
I don't think we should have a reception
until much later,
when conditions are favourable.
We can have our bases at various locations
around the globe,
including at Coogee.
But, I would like to travel with you,
and be with you,
when you are on trips of any substantial length of time.
This would include, when you are filming on location.
Short trips of a week or under,
may be too quick for me to cope with.
I could only travel with you overseas
if it was in your personal jet,
as I would develop blood clots
from sitting too long in a commercial aircraft.
In your aircraft, I could move around, and also,
we can tailor the trips to be able to take breaks
at designated stop-overs.
(As far as I know,
I still have the blood clot in my lower left leg)
As with any relationship,
there needs to be an understanding about sex and finance.
Sex
We need to understand that both of us,
can only do sexual things with each other,
and no-one else.
Finance
What we each own individually,
belongs to the individual.
What you earnt prior to the marriage,
belongs to you.
What cash I have prior to the marriage,
belongs to me.
After being married,
I will require a personal allowance.
This should start at $300 AUS, or equivalent, a week.
This is because, this is what I'm receiving now.
Any change to this amount can be made as we go along,
when we re-evaluate the situation, based on needs.
There also needs to be an allowance for household needs,
which I can evaluate with you, in situ.
What you earn after getting married belongs to you.
What I earn after getting married belongs to me.
I think it is very important to keep our finances separate.
If Bruce doesn't like this, it is just tough for him.
I suppose that you will want
to draw up legal documents to support this,
which I'm willing to sign
(after reading them, of course).
(This message is intended for Mel Gibson,
the Actor/Director/Producer/Screenwriter/Television Executive)
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
I would like us to sign our marriage certificate
at the local Magistrates Court.
I don't think we should have a reception
until much later,
when conditions are favourable.
We can have our bases at various locations
around the globe,
including at Coogee.
But, I would like to travel with you,
and be with you,
when you are on trips of any substantial length of time.
This would include, when you are filming on location.
Short trips of a week or under,
may be too quick for me to cope with.
I could only travel with you overseas
if it was in your personal jet,
as I would develop blood clots
from sitting too long in a commercial aircraft.
In your aircraft, I could move around, and also,
we can tailor the trips to be able to take breaks
at designated stop-overs.
(As far as I know,
I still have the blood clot in my lower left leg)
As with any relationship,
there needs to be an understanding about sex and finance.
Sex
We need to understand that both of us,
can only do sexual things with each other,
and no-one else.
Finance
What we each own individually,
belongs to the individual.
What you earnt prior to the marriage,
belongs to you.
What cash I have prior to the marriage,
belongs to me.
After being married,
I will require a personal allowance.
This should start at $300 AUS, or equivalent, a week.
This is because, this is what I'm receiving now.
Any change to this amount can be made as we go along,
when we re-evaluate the situation, based on needs.
There also needs to be an allowance for household needs,
which I can evaluate with you, in situ.
What you earn after getting married belongs to you.
What I earn after getting married belongs to me.
I think it is very important to keep our finances separate.
If Bruce doesn't like this, it is just tough for him.
I suppose that you will want
to draw up legal documents to support this,
which I'm willing to sign
(after reading them, of course).
(This message is intended for Mel Gibson,
the Actor/Director/Producer/Screenwriter/Television Executive)
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
A Question.......?
Mel,
Would you like to marry me ?
The emphasis here is on "like".
If so,
you would have to understand
that I am not Robyn,
and I don't do things
the way Robyn did them.
Sondra
(This message is intended for Mel Gibson,
the Actor/Director/Producer/Screenwriter/Television Executive)
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Saturday, November 5, 2016
Film - "The Accountant" (2016)
Well, if Bruce Davey wants to tell everyone what he is doing,
through this film, "The Accountant",
then I'm not going to stop him.
But,
I won't help him,
and I won't facilitate his activities.
As much as I have the ability to do so.
The truth is,
Bruce has been siphoning money from Mel Gibson's company,
Icon Productions,
without Mel's knowledge,
and using it for criminal purposes,
since the beginning,
as the company accountant.
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
Tuesday, November 1, 2016
Mel's personal "Hacksaw Ridge"
(V) Violence
(S) Sexual references
What Desmond Doss did at Okinawa and on the battle field generally, is truly astounding.
It shows a spirit strong in faith, and also of mental and physical strength.
And he deserves this recognition.
So, why did Mel Gibson agree to make this film ?
Obviously,
to promote the concept of facing violence from others, not with violence.
And to show that there is another way.
But, it does require an unshakeable faith (or in other words, "trust")
that the true God will keep you safe.
I support this concept and what Desmond Doss did,
and Mel's promotion of this,
as I do not believe in cruelty.
So, what about Mel's personal feelings ?
Mel is coming from a place of deep grief.
He had a friend when he was about 12,
another boy about the same age.
This was at the time,
when our families would meet.
Bruce Davey,
his present business partner,
was also present,
but he was about 17.
Bruce took offence to Mel's friendship with this other boy,
and murdered this boy in front of Mel.
Mel grieved deeply, that he could not save his friend from Bruce,
and was deeply traumatised, and still is.
Bruce made Mel and I clean up this mess, literally.
(And people wonder why Mel and I are so stressed out)
Years later,
Mel was forced into the business situation with Bruce,
who continues to this day,
to hold this threat of violence over Mel,
and used it to sexually abuse him for many years,
and also take over control of Mel's company,
Icon Productions,
from his beginnings as the accountant.
So, you see, this is how it has been for us,
all this time.
Bruce is only allowing Mel to produce this faith based film,
because Bruce enjoys the violence.
Sad, but true.
text (c) Katherine Stuart 2016
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